Growing up is hard to do...except not

I woke up this morning with the tunes of boybands running through my head. I have no idea why. It reminded me of a time when my room was wall-papered by posters, stress was minute, and the biggest decision paining me was the choice of movie for the weekend. *sigh* those were the days.

Except not.

I have to get something off my chest quickly:
I know I need to stop being upset about something, because it takes two people to keep a friendship going, but I can't understand when I became unimportant. My feelings are a little hurt, but I will survive.

Anway.

My mommy is sad today. It is hard for her to see Adam and me reaching for our independence. I caught her at a bad time and she became even more sad. Poor mama, its going to be okay! I love you!

Ash and I are taking a trip...if we can afford it, that is. I'm pretty pumped about it. I have never gone on a vaca sans family. I will keep you posted as the time nears.

Lance leaves on Wednesday. I have serious separation anxiety when it comes to people I am close to. I know I will be okay once he leaves, but getting to that point is killing me. I do not like for things to be drawn out. That's why I am not a huge fan of surprises of any kind. It makes me super anxious and jittery. Those are two feelings I do not particularly care for. Sorry.

Luckily, I have the most awesome friends to keep me occupied after he leaves.Wednesday night is the Lost premier, and then I am going out with Cool Case. Adam and Jess are coming to town on Sunday, that should be fun as well. And I have a ton of reading to keep me occupied in the mean time.

I will survive.