Haven't Met You Yet.

You haven't truly lived until your heart has been broken. That's what I've decided. It humbles you in a way that is both necessary and painful.

A broken heart helps you to remain grounded. It helps you to remember that you are important.

I'm glad that I can see that now.

Its a lesson that was and is so difficult. I would be lying if I said that I am healed, because I'm not. I would be lying if I said I was even partially healed. But what I can be honest in saying is that I am content in a lot of ways.

I have reconnected with my family and friends. I have started to live for people other than myself...not all the time, I still have some incredibly selfish moments, but I am getting there.

I wish I still had that special someone in my life. Its hard to see friends in great relationships and to know that I'm the "single one". But I am getting to the point where I can be happy for them, and not wondering why I have to be alone.

Michael Buble has a new song out, called "Haven't Met You Yet". It's my new theme song. When the time is right, someone will walk into my life and it'll all be worth the heartache, pain, and waiting.

Until then, I work on being happy with me.

It is not as awful as I thought.