My Stupid Mouth.

THERE IS SO MUCH SNOW AND ICE OUTSIDE ITS RIDICULOUS!

Funniest part of it all: Jessy thought it would be a good idea to go to work with his dad this morning, thinking that the store wouldn't stay open very long...guess what...now he's stuck there. Hahahahahahaahhahaha. I don't know why I find this so amazingly hilarious, but I really do. I can always find a way to laugh at the misfortune of others, does that make me a bad person? Maybe just a little? Sorry.

We are all officially homebound here in Nashville. I've heard that some of the main roads aren't too awful, but its all the roads that people actually live on that are impossible to drive on. I've gotten lots of texts and calls already this morning from friends, to tell me of their stories of perseverance as they walked to the grocery store. Its so funny to me, because if this had happened back in New York, no one would have even flinched.

I have a lot on my mind, and the one person I would like to talk to is the one person I am not supposed to be talking to. Its forming quite the conundrum in my fragile little mind. The problem is that I know I've already said too much to him, and that I'm probably only succeeding in just pushing him further and further away. I've got to keep my mouth shut. SHUT UP TORI. Someone please, just remind me to shut up, ok? Probably easier said than done, I'm a stubborn lady.

I need to find a way to distract myself today. What shall I do? Watch more movies? Play cards? Play video games? Clean (haha, I know, I laughed at that one too)? I just need to focus my energy on anything other than the text messages that still remain with no response.

John Mayer's My Stupid Mouth is flying like lightning through my mind this morning. Story.Of.My.Life.

Aye Tori, you are a mess. Get it together, this is not an attractive look for you.

Ok, drama over. Worrying=done. I need to learn to relinquish control...or what I like to think of as my ability to change situations and people. It can't be done. Its important to learn in this life that there are some things that you just have to let be. Well, its important for me to learn that anyway, that's a lesson I've gone 23 years merely trying to skim over.

I can do it.

I think.