So I was supposed to go out tonight, a small date if you will. But I first decided to cancel in order to watch the season premier of Lost. Then I remembered that there is this thing called DVR so I decided to go see a movie instead. And I absolutely do not regret that decision for one split second.
Go see The Book of Eli immediately.
Seriously, stop everything that you are doing and go. Right now! Chop chop! It was, by far, one of the best movies I have ever ever seen. Denzel Washington is a superb actor to begin with, but in this movie...WOW. I usually get really bored about halfway through a movie, and have to get up and walk around (I'm really antsy all the time, I cannot help myself), but I seriously could not move during this movie. I know I may be making too big of a deal out of it, but I absolutely needed to see this movie right now.
I'm also in a good mood today because I finally got to talk to my Nella. I've not talked to her in months, so we had much to talk about. I sought out her advice on a number of things, and I was quite surprised at what she had to say. I wasn't expecting it, but she gave me the advice I would expect out of a man. I typically do not listen to what other females tell me do, as we all tend to be wrong....we lead with our hearts not our minds...but to her, I will listen wholeheartedly.
I also got to do my very favorite thing in the world today: go to the bookstore. I sat there for two hours, reading books and just clearing my head. I always feel better when I can restore myself. I need time completely to myself in order to be fully happy.
Today I actually realized that I miss working at Agape...WHAT?! Did I just say that? Yes, yes I did. It was reliable, boring, but reliable. Sometimes in life, you need both of those things. Nothing wrong with being less than exciting and leading a slightly boring life....I need a boring life for a little while.
Doot da doot, I have so much expendable energy today. I went through a bit of a rough patch this morning, but I got myself straightened out. I really hurt someone's feelings last night and have had a difficult time recovering from that. I've never been the one to turn someone away before, so its all been new for me. I also need to remind myself daily that a relationship is not what I need right now. I need to enjoy being young, and when the time is right, nothing will keep the right person from hopping on to my path. Hey Michael Buble, keep on singing Haven't Met You Yet right into my ear, k?
So I made an executive, and rather important, decision today. After graduation, I'm bouncing straight out of Nashville. I've been here for 6 years, and the things I have been looking for have yet to come my way. I'm going to remain open-minded for the next few months, until I'm completely done with school, but if a few things don't change by then, I'm outta here. Where shall I be going? Don't know, don't care. I talked briefly with Nella today about possible heading back up Ra-cha-cha. I'm looking into a lot of different job options right now. I just need a change, you know? Nashville just isn't doing it for me anymore, the spark has died in our relationship.
White Collar is on. Matthew Bomer (Neal Caffrey) is gorgeous. Leave me alone.
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