Ch-ch-changes...

I can't even begin to believe how much my life has changed since I last posted. 


I mean, honestly, I cannot wrap my mind around it some days. I often wonder if I'm dreaming. After everything I've been through, everything I've seen in life and in love, I finally found what I've been looking for. 


So that guy all of my sad, sappy posts were about...you know the one, right? Well, it turns out that he is the love of my life...and even more amazingly, I'm the love of his. I don't know how it happened, or really even when it did, but I do know one day I woke up and realized I was head over heels in love. 


It is the single most amazing thing to wake up every day and realize that I married my best friend. Yes, it was quick, but I wouldn't change it. Not a second of it. Not only did I get to marry this incredible man, but I was even more blessed to find out that we were going to be parents. Now that was a roller coaster ride for everyone else, but for the two of us, it was the most exciting, amazing, and blessed news we had ever gotten. We are welcoming a beautiful baby girl into our lives at the end of October...and I cannot wait. 


I'm surprised that I started writing again. But, Levi is playing Call of Duty and I need something to entertain myself while he yells at 13 and 14 year old children who should absolutely be in bed by now. There is so much going on everyday that I need a way to get it out. My life is changing, my body is changing...its a lot to handle! Writing was always such a great outlet for me, so I thought I'd give it a try.


But anyway, I found out something that touched my heart so deeply that it made me want to cry. Apparently, the night I met Levi, he texted his best friend and told him that he was sure this was going to last forever. 


COME ON. 


How can you NOT melt over that?!


I wish there were enough adjectives in the english language to let you know what a great guy I married. He is the best, I just don't know how I got so lucky. 


And we are so excited for our Avery to get here. We talk about her every day, I think about her all the time. I hope she knows how much we already love and adore her. I hope she knows how much we have wanted her every single day, even when we were scared and unsure of which step to take next. I hope she always knows that. 


Since I moved into Levi's house, he has been working pretty much non-stop to get it ready for Avery. I feel like he is working himself to the bone, but I know how much pride he gets out of fixing the house up for us. He has put in new blinds, a new kitchen cabinet, new curtains, two ceiling fans, and this past weekend, new floors.  This place looks so different from when I first met him, lol. 


It is such a good feeling to be happy, every day. And I truly am, every single day I have to take a break and just let it soak in. Everything I've ever wanted, God gave me. Maybe not in the most conventional or timely manner, but still, its His plan, not mine. 


I have no complaints.